How you doin’?

I DISCOVERED ROXETTE!!
How can I be 18 and have a mum that I do and have NEVER heard Roxette before!
I know everyone from Connie Francis and Frank Sinatra all the way to Simple Plan and KISS but never Roxette! I heard the song – fading like a flower – and I fell in love with it. I turned it and felt like I was a teenager back in the early 1990s.

I drive a 1983 model car and this song came out in 1991 – I don’t think I was meant to be born when I was.
If you’ve never heard this song – go check it out sometime:

Roxette – Fading like a Flower

My new job, yo

So, you guys remember how I was starting a new job? Well I’ve started. 
I am an internet sales co-ordinator for a car company when, in simple terms means, the enquiries that you send from online car stores, I am on the recieving end of them. I reply to the emails or calls and sort out a time for you all to meet a salesperson or answer any questions you have about locations.

I love it. The pay isn’t great but I get along with the people and I am catching on to things really quickly.

I came in such a great mood cause I stayed back to finish some stuff. I really feel like I fit in too

Valentine’s Day

It’s Valentine’s Day tomorrow in Australia.

I don’t get home til 5/5.30pm so for me, it’ll be dinner if I don’t have to cook, shower then bed

No money to celebrate but always up for food

Rants

I know, I know – 2 posts in one day, what’s going on!?
Is the world ending?? No. Not that exciting, just an eventful day

1. What is with girls that think that because they went to the pool, beach etc that they need to go to Woolworths in a bikini, holding a towel. Do they know that it’s like walking around town in your underwear and although some people might be fine doing that, do teenagers think about things like that? I know that I might seem up-tight but for me, if you go to the beach or a pool, it’s perfectly acceptable to wear your swimmers but if you go out wearing your swimmers, it’s a bit wrong. You have a towel which means you can cover up. If you don’t cover up, great, you like your body but do you realise that not only “hot dudes/babes/young guys” – whatever look at you, but some women who are uncomfortable with their own bodies, or girlfriends/partners of the guys that are looking at you or even older people that have different intentions. Some people might look but some people might try other things.
   Girls – be aware
2. We’ve been friends since we were 1 year old. After we met at preschool, we stayed friends through primary school, then when I moved states, we stayed friends through letter writing and emails. When you heard that I was coming back to own home-town to visit my family, you wanted to meet up. Then after 2 years of that, I moved back home and we saw each other a lot more.
   All because I’m not in the popular group and I don’t get drunk or sleep around, you decide that we are “too different in the social world and that you can’t be bothered to be seen with me”. I honestly thought that our 17 years of friendship would mean a bit more than that. I would have thought that, knowing you the longest and going through a lot together would mean more than getting drunk every weekend together, hooking up with random guys together and also the fact that you and your new friends aren’t completely covered – I don’t even mean individually…I mean, all together – out of the 4 of you – put together, you aren’t one completely covered girl.

   What happened to the girl that used to sing along to music with me and play the sims with me. I get that we grew apart and I’m not jealous of your new friendships – I just don’t understand why – because I have self respect, why that is so bad for our friendship?
   Why are you making fun of my long-term relationship?
   Why are you saying that you can’t be bothered to be seen with me?

What’s the real reason…?

Starting new things

Hello everyone,

Lots has happened over this week including some, but not all, events like:

1. My 6 month anniversary with my partner
2. My mum came to visit for a few days
3. I start a new job on Tuesday
4. New and exciting things happening on Monday

My Mum Came to Visit

This week was the first time I had seen my mum since Christmas and although we had an argument or two, I love that I can still talk to her when I need her and she gives great hugs. It’s hard going from seeing her everyday from when I was born – to 18 years later where I see her once every 2 months. I only moved 3 months ago but it sometimes is hard without her. She’s a nutter and she’s beautiful and she is my mumma. I love her

New Job Starting Tuesday

So I start work as an Online Sales Co-Ordinator on Tuesday – big, fancy name – with not really any clue what I’ll be doing. That’s not a GREAT start to a job – or anything really – but I’m pretty sure I can bluff my way through it. The people seem nice and the company is good. A job is a job and I needed one of those. I’ve been spending way too long at home and not been getting out a lot…I’ve gone a bit mental…no pun intended.
I think this job is what I needed. To get out of the house, to try new things and to meet new people. I hope I enjoy it and do a lot of good work.

This is kind of all for now that on my mind but I will definately write more in the days and weeks to come.

Love Paula xo

 

Some help may be required..?

Morning all,

A few things happened today and last night that I would like to talk about. Feel free to leave a comment and let me know how you deal with situations like these.

1. I went out for a family dinner and felt like I didn’t belong with any of them except my mum. I stayed quiet most of the night then almost cried when leaving. I talked to a family member every now and again but I always felt like nothing I said meant anything so I stayed quiet.
2. I got offered a job and I took it. I start Tuesday BUT can any of you give me some tips on an Aspergirl starting a new job?
3. I had an argument with my mum about my partner. This is where it gets difficult – I love my mum so much and I don’t know what I would do without her. She knows me so well and I feel like we are closer than I’ve ever been to anyone else before.
   My partner on the other hand – I love him too but he doesn’t get along with my mum. Have any of you got tips for this too?

I am also trying new things. I have a new youtube channel up and running. Click HERE to view it and subscribe.

I also have a modelling portfolio being built!!

It has been lovely talking to you and I will post more tomorrow.

I love you all. Stay golden

 

I’M BACK!

HELLO!!

It know that it has been almost a YEAR since I wrote anything but I’m back and I’m back for good. 

What’s new, I hear you ask. Well I shall answer.

• I have a new puppy dog called Chewbacca
• I have a partner who I’ve recently moved in with 
• I have a youtube channel and 
• I’ve been diagnosed with Asperger’s Syndrome

You are always welcome to comment at the bottom of the page and let me know what you would like me to write about. 

But I PROMISE to be more frequent with my posts! I love you all

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Ain’t Nobody Got Time For Dat Remix

Ain’t Nobody Got Time For Dat Remix

So I kept seeing a clip on Russell Howard’s Good News with this lady and my mum and I have just started saying it (in the accent and all) at random times throughout the day.

I just found this on youtube and it is the most amazing thing ever!

From my mum

My mum is actually the wisest person ever.
“Do what you can until you can do what you want”